Guess What? I tak realise yang my blog nie dah genap setahun last Monday.. haha kelakar la, I tak ingat until today.. I really really hope I wouldn’t close this blog like the previous one.. The longest blog that I had last for a year and a half (Misty210). That was the best blog by far to me but I decided to close it down sebab I menghilang agak lama and nak sambung balik rasa macam tak best aje so I start yang baru which is this one.. In fact I ada banyak blog before this..tapi semua rasa macam tak ada chemistry except for Misty210 tu. As for this one? Well..chemistry tak kuat lagi maybe because I don’t blog as often as I want to. But I sekarang nie dalam misi nak berblog selalu macam dulu-dulu. Kadang-kadang rasa rugi when I let some of the memories or peristiwa yang interesting (to me) to past me by without blogging about it. I don’t mind sharing part of my life to whoever that would like to read about it and I treasure whatever memories either it is good or bad that had happened in my life.. I know my reader/friends tak ramai.. tiga empat orang aje and I don’t intend to publicise kat sesiapa, in fact my and husband families including the nephews and nieces yang rapat pun tak tau pasal this poor blog. Furthermore, I don’t have the freedom to express my thoughts or how I feel should they knows about it. I would jadi segan because everynow and then I would meet them and suddenly here I am in front of them, gossiping or talking about them all this while, it would be awkward...
As for my friends dekat tempat kerja dulu-dulu and also yang tempat I belajar menjahit recently pun I tak share..bila dorang tanya ada blog..I kata tak ada or kata tak berupdate... Is not that I nak berahsia but I guess I’m just a shy girl (uweek..girl la tu)..
My other friends or people that I share with beside, abg cute hero tamil I yang tau pasal this blog pun is kawan dari zaman I berforum dulu (which is dua tiga orang aje) and now jadi my good/bestfriends.. This kind of friends is worth having and sharing with.. because we has already form a friendship that although some of us are not close with each other, there are some kind of bond that I can’t explain.. For those who stumbled upon this poor blog..I say welcome....
Me: Azam.. to stay with this one sampai abis space baru la bukak baru...
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Blog I Dah Setahun...
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Weekend Update
Last Saturday aritu I tak pegi mana-mana, malam sebelum tu tidur lambat so bangun pun offcourse lambat. So I took the opportunity untuk siapkan baju kurung untuk another cucu saudara yang di request oleh nenek sebenar dia. Oh dear, let me tell you, it was so hard untuk mengambil measurement itu budak perempuan.. tersangat la tak boleh duduk diam.. I and a few of the relatives terpaksa menangkap, menahan, mengejar dan berbagai-bagai lagi untuk mendapatkan beliau.. Geram pun ada nak tergelak pun ada.. Dalam hati I cakap, kalau la mak/pak/tok/nek dia tak ada masa tu, for sure I sudah sergah itu budak... gerenti setahun dia trauma hehehe... Very very very hyperactive.. Nak ambik gambar pun bapak dia kena cekik dia so that dia duduk diam sebab dia asyik nak lari aje.... Can you believe it..I rasa macam nak pengsan nengok muka dia yang restless sambil wiggle ke kiri dan kanan..siap nak geget pala adik dia lagi...adeeihhh... Dalam hidup I yang dah separuh abad MUDA nie tak pernah lagi I jumpa budak macam nie.. I sebenarnya nak peluk-peluk dia memandangkan badannya yang sungguh mungil cute dengan baju kembang tu tapi dia memang tak nak dengan sesiapa kecuali datuk dia yang merangkap jiwa raganya..hehehe...
So baju kurung dia dah siap.. I belum hantar lagi.. beside this weekend ada function kat rumah MIL I so I will give her nenek kat situ nanti.. I tak sure dia boleh pakai either it would be besar ke or kecik sempit ke sebab like I said..it was so hard to get the measurement from her.. Kalau nenek dia nak comment...she should know better...cucu dia tak boleh duduk diam... beside I wouldn't charge them a cent...
Last Sunday, I was invited from sekolah tempat I belajar menjahit to come to the open house. It is like a reunion with the principal and my teacher.. it was fun although sorang je student my batch yang ada masa tu and student student lain, yang lain (my batch) tak datang lagi. I come early around 10.30am as my husband have to go somewhere else around noon time... The best part about orang yang belajar menjahit or tukang jahit or yang mahir menjahit nie (not me I masih rookie lagi) ...all we talk about was pasal kisah kisah menjahit la what else kan and bertukar-tukar tips.. I'm glad I have a good repo with all of them and I met new friend kat situ...siap tanya whether I ada facebook... I kata ada tapi I guna untuk main game je.. kalau orang tanya I reply la.. (bukan I sombong but I just don't know what to talk about). Then student yang I pernah ajar and also belajar with the same teacher pun datang.. All this while I thought dia convert masa nak kahwin with husband dia, rupa-rupanya dia dah convert since form 5 lagi.. And both of us pun bertukar-tukar kisah convert "monvert" nih.. and how dia boleh convert nie.. wow.. tak sangka belajar sama-sama pun doesn't know much about each other eh?
Oh ya..husband I tak berapa sihat dua tiga hari yang lepas, hari nie dah kurang sikit... Husband I ada selsema, sakit tekak and suara serak-serak..I dah cakap awal-awal..I kata you sakit-sakit nie for sure I menjangkit.. because as you know I punya antibodi sejak akhir-akhir ini tersangat la teruknya. And bagai doa, I pun terkena la jugak... I geram so I membebel kat dia macam-macam..sian dia.. It's my fate nak sakit but since I need to vent my anger and frustration..who else la kan..si virus carrier tu la.. Dia kata bukan salah dia I kena..I kata tak kira..I suruh dia pakai mask kalau nak borak dengan I...Sekali dia pakai yang contractor punya..yang putih ada lubang kecik kat depan..nak muntah I gelak.. then dia buat la macam sengsara susah nak bernafas..tau la drama queen tu..so I kata bukak la...Sesambil tu I kutuk kata suara dia macam tamil bapuk..apa lagi..dia terus ber ye ne ma dengan I.. menyesal tak sudah I mengeluarkan statement itu.. Dia ikut I pegi mana-mana dengan suara serak-serak jantan/pon then dia sengaukan lagi.. Sengsara I satu hari tu...
Semalam I dah ok and tekak I pun dah baik..sebab I minum banyak air putih... then malam tadi dia tidur awal sebab dia nak bangun pukul 2.30am tengok bola..Arsenal main.. dari luar sayup-sayup kedengaran dia snoring (maklum la hidung dia masih tersumbat sikit-sikit). I decided to record his snore sebab dia selalu deny yang dia snore kuat... I masuk senyap-senyap and I letak hp depan hidung dia...omg.. sampai mengigil I tahan gelak.. lepas tak boleh tahan I gelak kuat-kuat sampai dia tersedar...I cakap..nah dengar..siapa punya snoring nih.. husband I pandang dengan matanya yang half asleep and terus tidur balik... cehhh...
Friday, September 24, 2010
Perkataan Yang Menjengkelkan
Tapikan ada la jugak bahasa bahasa yang bila di translate nie cukup membuatkan I menyampah, geli nak muntah..contohnya perkataan moment di tukar kepada MOMEN... e.g. momen momen indah... tak boleh ke guna saat saat indah or detik detik indah... Dah ada dua bahasa yang mengambarkan benda yang sama why nak guna perkataan moment jugak cuma tak letak T...yuck! Tak suka la bila I terbaca kat mana-mana. I know I bukan ahli bahasa and journalist kat Malaysia nie but come on la....
Dan yang terbaru sekali I terjumpa perkataan FIGURA.. of which I clearly know from perkataan figure ..kenapa yang nie pun nak tukar.. dah ada perkataan dan maksud yang sama such as personality/personaliti atau individu ke tak cukup lagi ke? And I found out that figura yang digunakan juga mengambarkan bentuk..Kenapa tak guna aje bentuk atau reka bentuk? Nasib baik la tak guna perkataan shape... heee.. sabar je...
To me there are bahasa yang boleh di tukar dan ada yang sungguh tidak sesuainyaaa... diatas adalah dua perkataan yang sungguh tak sesuai pada pandangan dan isi hati I... sekian...
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Glee with Season 2 is Back!!
(credit to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mUbCbCuRdHQ)
Of all the last season’s episode that I watched, my favourite would be the episode involved Kristin Chenowethon episode 16 – Home.. Oh my God, the one where she sang with Matt – One Less Bell/A House is Not a Home was so heartwrenching and very emotional scene.. What a gorgeous harmony... Eversince that day I never stop humming or listen to it until now and offcourse it has a special place in my ipod!
So anyway, Glee season 2 is backkkkk and as of this writing mine is already 91.1% DL.. can’t wait...
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Jang
Before he came over to our house, he was staying with Wo for a while. I was told that he and a few of his friends was cheated by the agent that promised them a job base on their speciality and qualification but when they reached Singapore they were asked to do a different job/thing which is more like a labour or something. And then I was told that somebody stole all of his belonging and he lost his IC, hp, clothes etc. except for the clothes that he was on but luckily his passport was with the agent who took hold of it. After much discussion with the agent, he was given back the passport and that was how he make his way to JB and worked in a laundry/doby shop for a while just to get by and “took” a few shirts that was not reclaim or left behind by the customer. After he had enough money, he made his way to visit/stay with Wo for a while. He was planning to go back to his hometown and he has to work there in order to buy his plane ticket.
He made a police report about his lost IC at Wo’s place and plan to collect it at Putra Jaya and that is what he told my husband when my husband came to picked him up at the LRT station. But when I met him in our house, he told me that he changed his mind and he plan to make a new one at his hometown. Lantak kau la Jang. Before meeting him I asked Wo what should I do when I met him..should I hug him or what did she do? She said she just look at him thats all.. How sad it is when you don’t know how to react to your brother? So when Jang came to the door I just smile and greet him... oh no..I said..OMG I can’t believe this is you...you look so dark and like an indon immigrant..then I straight away told him to go and take his bath because he was so smelly...oh dearrr... I still can’t believe that is him!
Then I went through my husband toiletries and look for a new roll on deodorant stick to give to him. While he was still in the bathroom, I called Wo and I was so sad and kasihan tengok his condition and bersosek about him. When he was fresh and clean I asked him to eat and started to have a conversation with him.. I looked at him while he was having his dinner and I feel like hugging him..I felt so sorry for him but I have to be strong and not to give much face as Wo told me to be careful and not to trust him 100%. Isn’t it heartbreak when you have to be suspicious with your own flesh and blood? He told me that he and his wife plan to divorce each other soon.. (we, meaning, me, wo, the younger sister and mummy were not invited to his wedding a few years ago due to a family conflicts.. so you see..aren’t my life pathetic enough?) He said, he and his wife sudah tidak ada persefahaman and he plan to take custody of his daughter..I told and warned him not to take her and let her stay with her mother..I said..just pisahkan kasih sayang between them as long as you can visit him anytime..pls don’t take her away from her mother or I will not support you.
I try to reason with him and wish that he and his wife has a reconciliation before decided for a divorce. He said he don’t understand himself why he and his wife lost all that love between them. He said both of them look at each other and felt weird.. entah la Jang.. I don’t know what’s wrong with your marriage life.. After he had his dinner, he went to have his ciggy moment..I told him not to smoke in the house but go outside and don’t smoke in front of anybody’s house either. Wo told me that he is a chain smoker.. and yes he is (Wo warned me to check on the light because he always forgot to switch off the light/fans and when he go out for a smoke to please check the door as he always forgot to lock it). When he came in, I ask him what is he going to do tomorrow or he can follow my husband to town and drop him somewhere else or he can just lounging around at the swimming pool. He said he didn’t plan to go out.
So the next day he told me that he plan to swim in the swimming pool.. and when he came back he told me that he plan to go out and asked me where is the nearest town for him to walk.. So I gave him some direction and he came back around 8pm. I warned him to be careful and I was kinda worried that he might get caught the attention of a policemen due to his appreance..hahaha... After he had his dinner he went smoking as usual and watched MTV..and the only thing that was left of him was he still has a good taste in music. And when he went to bed..we went out to check the door and yeah..he forgot to lock the door and he didn’t lock the sliding door to the verandah either.....
The next day/yesterday which was his last day in our house (he came on last Sunday evening).. while he was having his lunch, he started to talk about what happened to him and how he feels. He said he was hearing voices a lot while he was in Singapore, he said he can’t think straight..his head is somewhere else and he feel like he was not himself.. He said his body was always hot and on the left side each night before he went to bed and it’s like something pulling him through his head. He said he feels like he is a vanishing soul.. And he feels his wife too. He still can’t figuring out how he managed to go to Singapore, JB, Tampin and now KL with all the craziness around. He thinks that somebody or someone might do some sort of “a black magic” stuff and try to separated both of them. So I asked him, has he ever hurt anybody’s feeling or do some harmful things towards others..he said no and never.. I find it quite ridiculous because if you see him standing in the middle of the road..nobody would even look twice at him.. entah la Jang... I said., if you are a muslim I can help you with the ayat Quran to keep you calm.. But he said, he felt so much better when he’s in our house.. he feel peaceful.. (you better not come and stay here.. haha). He said he plan to berubat and I told him to go and see a psychiatrists..I’m not saying he’s crazy maybe he’s stress out or anything.. I advise him to really look into himself..his life..he needs to change, stay focus, support his daughter financially, look for a stable job..bla bla bla..I know he wouldn’t listen to me but at least I said what I have to say.
I told my husband that I plan to give him some cash..my husband told to use my money, instead he will give him. Before he left, he asked and said he will borrowed from me and plan to pay it back, once he is on his feet. I said..its ok, I know you will never pay me back..he said he promise..I said..nahh... Before this Wo told me that he borrowed money from family member and he doesn’t know how handle money properly. Then he left with my husband to send him to the LRT station which will take him to the Sentral and then to take a bus to the LCCT.. When he left..I felt so sorry for him.. I feel sad..kasihan..kecewa..I wish I can do something about it..But I know I can’t change or help him anymore.. He is an adult..he has a mind of his own..and he is very stubborn. Yes, he’s the only son and Mummy’s favourites.. beside the younger and the eldest sister..
And..when I switch on my hp this morning, I received a distress sms from Wo asking me did Jang call saying that his back in his hometown.. I said no and I don’t expect either knowing him.. She said she was wondering whether he really using the flight.. I said..why don’t you ask Daddy, younger sister and Mummy.. She said, the two of them meaning younger sister and Mummy was asking her..I told her again to ask Daddy..as Jang akan balik ke rumah Daddy... logic la..apa tanya I... Then she said..nevermindlah she will ask Daddy..Bukan ke I suggest tu tadi..hahaha..apa la dorang nie...
Saturday, September 18, 2010
3D 2N at Pulau Pangkor (2nd and 3rd Day)
Balik dari round island both of us berehat sekejap and I tertidur kejap.. Bangun je lepas solat, I decided to mandi laut. Sebenarnya I malas tapi disebabkan alang-alang dah ada kat pulau nih... Sampai kat pantai, pheeehhh... air memang tak cantik, keruh..... I think sebab I dah pernah tengok pantai/air yang cantik macam kat Pulau Redang.. so I just rendam je kaki kat situ kejap je. Then I told my husband mandi kat swimming pool je la...
Bermandi manda la kat swimming pool for a while...si montel sedaya upaya menunjukkan skill menyelamnya yang tak sampai 5 saat terus tercungap-cungap timbul ke permukaan air, nak bernapas kui kui kui.. Around 6pm both of us balik bilik..mandi and bersiap untuk buffet dinner.. both of us pegi after maghrib..
On our last day, we decided to catch a 8am ferry as both of us tak mau balik lambat, beside we miss KL very much... Malam sebelum tu husband I dah called reception suruh buat wake up call pukul 6am. But I told my husband I tak gerenti dorang akan call so I set my hp pukul 6am.. Pagi tu I dah bangun pukul 5am and I was greet by the heavy rain.. the weather was so cold and well.. true enough.. receptionist/front desk tak call buat wake up call untuk kita orang...see I told you.. Since malam dah siap berkemas semua so pagi tu not much benda yang nak di buat other than mandi, bersolat and simpan all the toiletries..
Both of us bawak bag, check out and terus have our breakfast which was quite early, 7am.. We are the only 5 people je kat hornbill restaurant masa tu, makanan pun banyak yang tak ada lagi or masih sejuk.. I makan sikit as I tak ada selera makan pagi-pagi buta.. Lepas habis makan around 7.30am, pegi ke lobby and around 7.45am bus hotel datang ambik untuk bawak ke jetty. Ferry dah siap tunggu and kita orang terus naik and tepat jam 8am.. ferry pun bergerak..
(Pengkalan Navy Lumut...teringat masa jadi anak navy and tinggal kat sini masa zaman dulu kala..huhuhu....)
Anyway, no matter how far or how fun the place that we went to.. KL is still in our heart... no place like home as they say....
The End....
Friday, September 17, 2010
3D 2N at Pulau Pangkor (1st Night and 2nd Day)
Gambar makanan kat atas tu, pinggan I. Sepatutnya kan I tak boleh makan seafood especially udang nih tapi disebabkan nie holiday so I belasah je la and tak lama kemudian I mula mendapat allergic di kaki yang maha hebat..menyesal tak sudah tapi tapi melepas la jugak kerinduan kat udang...
Nie rupa mee rebus tapi rasa semacam..nie je la yang out sikit...
So bermula la perjalanan.... mula-mula uncle teksi (macam la I nie muda panggil teksi driver tu uncle hehehe..) bawak pegi kilang sotong/satay ikan etc.. Both of us tak borong banyak... lupa nak ambik gambar pulak...
Antara view yang sempat di ambik masa dalam van teksi
Salah satu tempat persinggahan, Taman Fu Lin Kung kalau tak silap I... dikatakan ikut replica great wall of china... tak tau la I sebab tak pernah ke sana.. Uncle teksi sibuk cerita pasal ikan besar kat kolam situ tapi tak nampak sebab air keruh/hitam and banyak plastik makanan terapung, tak patut betul, lansung tak ada keserdaran sivik!
Uncle tekejut tengok both of us sekejap aje kat situ and tanya kenapa tak naik kat atas...tak larat la.. panas lagi..
Kilang Satay Fish SPK
- tempat pertama yang kita orang singgah
- tempat buat bot/kapal yang mencecah RM1million.. termasuk alat sonar ke solar dan enjin
Pekan Pangkor
Kota Belanda dan Batu Bersurat di Teluk Gedung
- yang ada gambar topi koboi tu
- tah nie yang main lalu dalam van tu kot
Pantai Pasir Ketapang (Turtle Bay)
- nie pun main lalu dalam van gak
Pulau Mentangor dan Giam (Lagun Teluk Nipah)
- ke nie yang model season ice lemon tea tu bergambar...I confuse...
- lalu gak
- lalu gak
lalu jugak kot
- pun lalu jugak
- itu yang pavaroti pernah tinggal.. dianggarkan RM1000 semalam..
to be continue.....
Thursday, September 16, 2010
3D 2N at Pulau Pangkor (First Day)
On the second day kat bilik nie baru la I tau yang hair dryer dalam laci kat situ... buat penat aje I goyang-goyangkan rambut nak kasi kering..kah kah kah...
Verandah bilik.. oh we stayed at the ground floor... ala lupa nak snap gambar kat pintu...warning jangan kasi monyet makan..and difahamkan monyet kat sini suka melarikan barangan sama ada boleh dimakan atau tidak. Aritu bertimbun dorang bertempiaran lari bila pekerja kat situ halau dengan mercun hehehehe...
Then both of us pegi ke Hornbill Restaurant kat hotel for lunch tapi tutup during lunch time.. Bukak during breakfast and dinner buffet aje..then both of us pegi ke Pacific Terrace which was next to the Hornbill Restaurant.
I order chicken chop (gambar atas) which was quite pricy.. RM32..(gulps) and portion daging ayam was only a quarter aje.. rasa boleh la.. and I order air watermelon, husband I order coke aje and dia tak mau makan..nak tau berapa tak semua? RM68 plus tax..mahal kan.. but nak buat macam mana makanan kat pulau memang mahal..
I lupa nak ambik gambar pantai dari dekat..but pantai and air laut dia tak cantik la..keruh je... I guess..west coast punya pantai is not as nice or beautiful as the east coast.. I mean kat pulau pulau..especially Pulau Redang yang omg..breathtakingly itu...(Ingat nak pegi lagi la..)
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri
My activity during first raya? well..not much in fact tak ada apa sangat..I cuma ditugaskan memasak kari ayam untuk makan dengan all the family.. pagi raya tu lepas masak the dish, mandi, tunggu husband I balik dari sembahyang raya then both of us pun pegi rumah in law..makan-makan and kumpul-kumpul.. then around 11.30am balik rumah... And I rehat kejap..lepas husband I balik sembahyang Jumaat..I dah mula masak-masak sikit because anak-anak buah akan datang lepas maghrib.. Lepas I siap masak I bagi jiran yang berbangsa cina depan rumah a few dishes (every year without miss I mesti bagi dorang something..). Then I mandi and pakai baju raya yang lain.., I pakai pesak gantung colour hitam bunga-bunga merah., masa pagi raya tu I pakai baju kurung tradisional colour biru corak ala-ala batik hippies.. wohoo.. (maklumla ahkak dah tau menjahit baju sendirik.. walaupun tidak seindah mana... merendah diri konon ekeke...).
Malam tadi anak-anak buah datang beramai-ramai..so makan-makan and borak-borak sampai pukul 10.30pm.. Lepas dorang balik terus I dgn husband cepat-cepat kemas so that bila next day both of us dah boleh relax.. And nasib baik I suggest kat husband I guna pinggan mangkuk plastic yang pakai buang tu..tak koser nak cuci-cucikan..
So hari nie both of us bersantai kat rumah... malas nak keluar.. Tapi husband I keluar sebab nak cari orang cuci kereta tapi semua kedai cuci kereta tutup.. and also beli makanan sebab I malas nak masak.. I use the time to watch a movie and update ipod I yang dah berkurun tak update lagu-lagu baru..itupun I dah tau apa yang latest sekarang nie..sampai naik juling mata I transfer lagu sesambil tu I survey apa yang terbaru... Itu je la yang berlaku kat I, semalam dan hari nie..Kalau I rajin in the future nanti I story cerita lapuk during puasa aritu..
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