Friday, July 29, 2011

Updates

I was supposed to update my blog and tells a story la (konon) but since lady of leisure nie tiba-tiba wandering around a lot lately, makanya blog beliau di tinggalkan tanpa rasa belas kasihan.

There had been a lot of things going on last week, with the killing in Norway which came as a shocked to everyone around the world. The country that was supposed to be one of the safest and peaceful in the world turned out to be so tragic, all because of a one person. And then, the demised of Amy Winehouse which comes as a no surprised, to most people. So these past days I went and watched in youtube her last concert in June at Belgrade… Oh dear, teruknya, she appeared to be drunk and dazed. As much as she tried to sing, she stumbled and can’t remember the lyrics to her song. On top of that she got booed…

Anyway, we didn’t go out last weekend like we usually did for my snapping moment. I was so lazy to even get up from the bed. All I did was berbaring sambil berangan berada di kayangan memikirkan alangkah bestnya kalau ada toy boy yang body nya hot memadu asmara dengan I wakaka..matila kalau laki ku membaca ini..which is highly unlikely and I don’t think so he would or even remember my blog punya add nie kan..

Selain daripada itu, we went to my MIL house for one our choco’s first birthday. Kira macam pra birthday la. Buat kecik-kecik just for family aje sebab tomorrow there will be another birthday party celebration yang grand sikit somewhere else. Nanti I story after I attend the party. Anyway, like I said earlier during the pra birthday party for si kenit itu, I saw how close were our family together. I had a lot of catch up to do with them. And it was sungguh meriah dengan suara jeritan batin from the kids. Sungguh-sungguh naughty dan lasak. Being the attentive one, the role of a grandma (meraong), came naturally to me. Maka sibuk la I melayan perangai the kenit-kenits around me. Looking at them, I was thinking to myself, what kind of a mother (which was too late) and how our life (with hubby) would be. I guess some couple are not “allowed” to have any, only God knows why. Maybe we wouldn’t be able to handle the responsibility that came with it. Who knows kan?

As I was sitting there, watching those moment and looking at all of them, and seeing how loving, caring and close the family unit were, I look at myself, a stranger who was ties by marriage but was accepted warmly by them and a stranger yang menadah secebis kasih sayang dari orang lain, then, I look at my own family in my mind….my heart start to bleed…

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Suami Dan Emosi Ini..

I was so lazy to update my blog these past few days.. Kalau lama x berblog bila nak start balik jadi malas la pulak. Beside, I’m having those unpleasant moment which come every month la kan.

So as usual bila “bestfriend” I datang lag, I akan terdampar menahan kenikmatan yang berpanjangan ini. Disebabkan nikmat yang sangat, I tak dapat tidur satu malam. I don’t want to take the pill tahan sakit because nanti jadi kebiasaan and I tak berani nak minum-minum or try petua-petua sebab knowing how sensitive my stomach is. Selain dari itu, I rasa pedih-pedih ulu hati macam gastrick and kembung-kembung perut. I guess it comes with a package.

Since I tak dapat tidur semalamam, around 7 or 8am in the morning baru la mata I mengantuk. Sebelum pegi kerja husband I tanya nak makan apa.. I said I don’t know because I tak ada selera nak makan apa-apa. I tak nak makan makanan kat luar, so I told him nanti I try to wake up early and cook for us.

Dia balik tengahari, I masih terbaring sebab tak larat nak bangun, kalau bangun I akan terbongkok-bongkok macam orang tua tak cukup calcium. I try to bangun husband I tak kasi, dia kata nanti dia masak. Dia rendam chicken wing and masak nasi. I masih termamai-mamai, dalam sedar tak sedar. Around half an hour dia masuk bilik dengan membawa mangkuk berisi chicken wing and tanya berapa banyak nak letak garam, sebab dia nak goreng. I tengok dia dah siap-siap letak serbuk kunyit, I letakan sikit garam and then told him to make sure ketuk serai sekali. Lepas tu I nak bangun ikut dia ke dapur, dia stop I lagi, dia kata dah siap nanti dia kejutkan I.

Bila semua dah siap and nasi pun dah masak, dia pimpin I pelan-pelan ke dapur. I tengok rupa chicken wing yang dia masak terlebih kering and keliling telur mata kerbau ada hitam-hitam and yang bahagian kuning masih macam mentah. Tiba-tiba terbit rasa hiba dan sangat-sangat touching. I ketapkan bibir dan hati I menangis pilu bukan sebab I tak puas hati dengan masakan dia but the effort that he made membuatkan I rasa nak sembah kaki dia macam citer tamil yang ambik berkat tu. Here he was, balik kerja tengahari, masakan I, masakan I! Can you believe it, penat-penat kat office and masak and then kena pegi kerja balik. I rasa I tak berhak memiliki suami sebaik dan seikhlas dia. I rasa sungguh bertuah dan dalam hati tak abis-abis mengucapkan kesyukuran ke hadrat ilahi.

Bila I senyap tengok makanan, muka dia dah mula risau and tanya, chicken wing yang dia goreng tak jadi ke. I kata tak ada apa-apa I cuma tahan sakit je, padahal I rasa sangat terharu akan pengorbanan dia. Bila I makan I cakap sedapnya.. (walau kering dan memerlukan I minum air banyak-banyak sebab lekat kat kerongkong tapi I tak bagitau dia). I puji-puji and I makan penuh berselera walau hanya berlaukan ayam goreng and telur aje.

Lepas makan, husband I kemas-kemas semua and then terus begegas ke tempat kerja. I pegi mandi and then I baring balik sebab rasa macam nak putus pinggang I (macam la pernah putus pinggang eh), perut jangan cerita la, macam kena pulas selang beberapa saat. Dalam I baring-baring tu I teringat akan kebaikan husband I selama ni and tiba-tiba mengalir air mata sorang-sorang, alahai jiwangnya I. Well, biasa la kalau dah monthly nie mesti emosi semacam je haha.. I rasa sangat-sangat bersalah, bila teringat akan keburukkan perangai I kat dia all this while. He totally, didn’t deserve someone like me. I cakap kat Allah, kalau nak turunkan sakit kat husband I, bagi la bahagian dia kat I sebab I don’t think so I boleh menjaga dia sebaik dia menjaga I. Lagipun, I tak ndak husband I rasa sakit walau sesakit satu cubitan pun. Orang sebaik dan semulia dia tak boleh disakiti.

Then around 4pm, husband I balik. I tekejut, eh kenapa dia balik awal, dia kata tak apa, dia risau kat I. Dia siap-siap tunjuk dia beli air kelapa yang dengan biji sekali and roti. Lepas simpan barang dia terus pegi kat I and urut-urut belakang I and letak vicks kat perut I. I pandang muka dia yang ikhlas terus I palingkan balik ke bantal sebab tak mau la dia tengok I tengah berdrama sorang-sorang kan, nyampah la bila ingat balik saat itu wakaka.. Dalam-dalam beremosi sendiri I jadi risau kalau nak menunaikan umrah or haji dengan dia in the future sebab I tau I sure akan dapat cash kaw kaw kat Tanah Suci Mekah nanti wakaka...

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Ke Pesta Flora, Putrajaya


I woke up early last Saturday morning to cook a breakfast. Yeah, I know BREAKFAST! I sangat-sangat jarang breakfast. Tapi haritu, I siap buat nasi goreng lagi. Lagipun, we had planned to go to the Flora Festival at Putrajaya. We were supposed to go last week but due to the berSHIT’s perhimpunan, we decided to postponed it. After breakfast, I was looking through my wardrobe to see what I’m gonna wear and I saw one nice t-shirt in yellow colour. Then I pikir, huh! I don’t want to wear this colour shirt/t-shirt, nanti orang ingat I nak buat perhimpunan haram kat situ pulak since orang ramai, furthermore it happened just last week and still fresh in anybody’s mind. No way beb! I tak akan support dengan yene ma yang terang-terangan menghina agama suci I dan kumpulan-kumpulan yang berkompromi dengan beliau.

Emo la pulak, anyway, we went out around 11.40am. We reached there around 12.30pm or less, I can’t remember. The weather was cloudy, due to the haze but still panas and as usual la kan berpeluh non-stop. Pengunjung yang datang, bila selish, oh dear, ketiak bau busuk (tak ada hygiene langsung) and some merokok kat kawasan tu. Siot betul, nak merokok pegi la berambus tempat lain. Inconsiderate betul kat budak-budak kecik yang ramai kat situ. Kesian dorang, lung masih nak develop lagi, dah kena sedut racun!

As usual, tujuan I ke situ tak lain dan tak bukan sebab nak snappy snappy ler.. Tapi bosan la sebab baru haritu pegi taman bunga kan. Tapi ada la jugak variety kat sini although tak ada la banyak mana. Pengunjung agak ramai but tak sesak and rata-rata sibuk bergambar. Macam-macam pose, ada yang pegang sekuntum bunga and bagi peace, sambil rambut panjang di letakkan di sebelah kiri ekeke.. Eh bukan I tau, orang lain. Sesambil I snap-snap sesambil tu sempat la I jeling kiri kanan and senyum-senyum memerhatikan telatah orang disekeliling. Ada yang marah-marah anak dengan pelbagai bahasa especially geng dorang tu. I dengan husband tertahan-tahan nak gelak. Mana tak, betul-betul sebelah I, sampai rasa nak pekak telinga I dengar dia arah-arah family dia macam mana nak pose wakaka.. Photographer kedua, i.e. husband I, sibuk la ambik gambar I macam biasa.. Dia kata, dia ambik gambar I yang tengah ambik gambar. Oh and dia bawak view cam sekali, so sibuk la I bagai host kat Travel Channel explaining this and that and tiba-tiba bila berjalan pun dah berubah catwalk wakaka.. kasi chance la. Teringat zaman catwalk ku berabad yang lalu..uhukk… (one of these day I akan story..).

Then out of nowhere, I saw one lady yang cukup serdahana walking with his son who I’m guessing around 7 or 8 years old, I assumed mother and son. I’m guessing dorang berdua aje because I didn’t see other family member around them. She took a few shots of her son’s and then her son took turned ambik gambar dia pulak. Then she went to her son, to check of the result. I tengok muka dia berkerut macam tak satisfied and then when she look at her son, she broke into a sweet smile and said something pada pengamatan I mungkin dia kata cantik and anak dia senyum balik kat dia. I think she didn’t want to tell him the truth for fear of hurting his feeling. Then she put her hand in his shoulder, moved slowly and lost among the crowd amidst the beautiful flowers, just the two of them in their small world. I suka scene-scene macam nie. I kan kalau tengok orang sekeliling, I selalu imagine, what kind of life this people lead or that I would create a story for them in my mind.

Then kita orang masuk ke dalam tempat tertutup yang berhawa dingin where they put gubahan bunga-bunga from some part of the world and pencipta-pencipta gubahan. I tak check abis, cuma pegi kat satu section aje sebab macam bosan aje. I didn’t take many pictures inside sebab orang ramai berasak-asak. Masa I baru nak ambik-ambik gambar kat satu gubahan bunga tu tiba-tiba, ada sekumpulan budak lelaki suruh I move aside sebab dorang nak ambik gambar. I pandang sambil menjeling kat dorang and then I continued with my snapping. Ingat kandang itik ke sesuka hati nak suruh I blah dari situ. Then I cakap dengan husband I akan incident tadi. Hero tamil apa lagi, berapi-api amarahnya and menyumpah-nyumpah budak-budak tu, tapi kat I la, bukan kat budak-budak tu yang entah di mana. Kalau nak luahkan point dia, sampai esok pun tak abis kalau I layan. Rasa macam nak cubit je mulut yang mengomel itu. Then kita orang pegi kat bazaar garden and seperti biasa kalau tak berdebat memang tak sah hari kita orang. This time pasal colour orkid. Husband I colour blind so you can imagined how frustrated we were untuk menegakkan kebenaran base on dari pandangan mata masing-masing. Orkid colour biru dia kata purple, yang maroon dia kata pink. So berbalah manja la pasangan thangatirai nie kan. I sampai siap cakap lagi, you nak I tanya orang keliling tak, just to prove that I’m right. Bila I pusing belakang I tengok ada budak pompuan pakai tudung dengan muka takut-takut tengok I. I think she doesn’t want to be ask kot hehe.. Serentak dengan itu, both of us gelak-gelak malu sambil berlalu dari situ…

So anyway, boleh tahan jugak gambar I ambik tapi entah lah mood macam tak ada, like I said this is probably due to the fact that I dah ambik gambar bunga that day and furthermore rasa macam tak puas hati aje bila tengok gambar kat screen camera. I’m so worried that the it might not produce a result like I want it to. Lepas puas bejalan-jalan kat area Flora tu, we decided to go back sebab dah malas and we didn’t venture much anyway. Next time la ambik gambar masjid or other building or any other places yang menarik kat situ. Dulu dah pernah ambik gambar-gambar kat kawasan tasik tapi lama dah…around 2004 ke 2005. But I will come back again to explore more of putrajaya.

On the way back, we decided to have our lunch at Cosy House, GA. Masa tengah order tu tiba-tiba terdengar ada satu suara perempuan yang amat kuat tak jauh dari tempat kita orang. I tengok macam satu family, mak bapak, nenek, anak dara perempuan sorang and another perempuan muda berambut blonde. It seems that the middle age lady bagi advise kat perempuan rambut blonde tu. I heard a little bit of what was said. Dia cakap, ikut cakap dia, jangan bergaduh dalam kereta.. etc..etc.. Macam-macam la dia cakap and keep repeating the same word/sentences again and again. Dia tak sound perempuan rambut blonde tu but more of a motherly advise. Then perempuan blonde tu bangun and bila dia pusingkan badan nak bejalan keluar, dia menangis.. I don’t know what was going on and I’m not nosy yea hehe..I’m just telling you what I saw… Ah that’s life ain’t it?

So, lepas makan, both of us jalan-jalan kejap kat dalam GA and I bought a few things for my next project. I can’t tell you what it was. I will tell you in the future or I might not hehe.. Balik rumah, I tak sabar-sabar nak transfer gambar ke laptop and tengok macam mana result gambar yang I ambik as I didn’t give any high hope that it would be nice. I know kalau I tak ada mood nak ambik gambar mesti gambar tak jadi and tak cantik or kabur. But I was so glad, walaupun tak secantik photographer professional but it turned out to be so beautiful, in fact better than ever. Thanks God! I guess mood has nothing to do with it kot..ntah lah.. Oh yea, I tengok gambar-gambar I yang husband I ambik, oh dear, gambar tertonggeng la, gambar macam nak terbaring la, gambar muka berkedut or gambar pegang hidung la. Gambar yang mata tertutup atau mata stim jangan kira la wakaka.. But albeit all that, ada la jugak gambar-gambar yang sungguh lawa dia ambik, bukan kata I lawa, tapi angle-angle yang menampakan “keremajaan” dan “kebujuran” bentuk muka (uweek) I. Susah oo..nak buat pose muda sekarang nie, banyak sudut-sudut yang mengecewakan huhu...

Anyway, walaupun cuaca redup, I sekarang sudah tan and kulit dah dark yellow and kalau I dah upload gambar ke flickr nanti I bagitau.

Syukur Alhamdullilah another amazing day from you and thank you so much for creating such a beautiful flowers with all kind of shapes, colours and smells. And thank you so much for giving me another day to be with my husband and sharing this wonderful moment together.

Bye for now…

Note: Ini la entry paling panjang dalam sejarah I berblog.. at least I think so..

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Dear Zura/Zue-Rogue

Dear Zura/Zue-Rogue,

Thank you so much for the nice comments.

I’m touched with the wish on my jodoh and I really appreciate it very much. Terasa bagai ada gelombang di tekak ini...hehe..

Don’t be sorry for having those beautiful emotion because I know you are a sincere person, I can feel it (psikik la pulak).

Thank you for reading my blog yang tiada istimewanya ini. It is a great pleasure for me to share some of my personal life story with you.

Last but not least, thanks a million time, for accepting me (my personal life story) for who and what I am and not judging me...

Sis..

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

A Sweet Gift


Last week my husband came back as usual for lunch. Just before lunch he got up from his chair and went back to the door. I was wandering what was going on. Then he surprised me with a gift of a Floral Collection Rose Soap from Marks & Spencer, RM25. From his eyes, I can see the anticipation of what my reaction would be. I was not expecting at all. Then I gave him the biggest and the sweetest smile that I can muster of and kiss his cheek. I told him I love it and thank you so much and that he shouldn’t bought it, as we just bought a few toiletries two weeks ago which can last me till end of August.

He said don't worry about it and that when he walked past the M&S on the way back, he remembered that I love this kind of stuff and thought he should get something for me. And from now on, every month he will buy a different floral collection soap such as Lavender, Magnolia etc. or any kind of toiletries, so that I would always have a stock ready whenever I want to use it. He is such an awesome, thoughtful and caring guy.

Then I smelled it a few times just to show him that I really appreciate it. I have to do that because my husband was always worried that I might not like it. He would be asking me a few times until he was sure of how I felt. There were times when I have to be a little bit of exaggerated and acting like it is the best gift that he ever gave me. Some men just need more convincing than others and he was one of them. These inexpensive and a simple gift means more to me and it reach my heart in a very sentimental way… Love you sweetie…

Monday, July 11, 2011

Ungrateful People!

Last Friday was my last day ganti puasa.. horaayy… finally abis jugak... I lost about 1 kg those three days but gained it back today..damn it! Not much happened to me last weekend as we’re just stayed at home due to the berSHIT group roaming around our capital city causing all the commotion around. Such an ungrateful SOB!

Talking about ungrateful, there is a lot of "frustration" “little people” around who always think that they are the victim or victimised by the system so on but little did they know that they are used by certain politician who are another SOB who is greedy and not satisfied until they are in power.

These “little people” are so easily influenced, closed minded and never venture out of their country or even if they do, they are just plained ignorance. I’m sure they don’t know what they are actually doing, I can assure you that. I’ve not travelled much but I’ve been to a few countries, met and experienced all kind of things. I remembered when I was asked where I’m from and when I told them, the first thing that they said to me was, you are very lucky to be born in a peaceful country and to have a great leader. We admire your prime minister and your country's policy. And it happened not just once, but a few times by different people and different kind of races around the world. Sometime we would have long conversation together.

And here you are, complaining, whining like a small kid and pinpoint at others that you think making a huge mistake without looking at yourself. You think that you are so perfect, that you are so pious, that you are so godly? You think your problems are caused by others when you know deep down it is yourself to be blame. Shame on you!

Thursday, July 7, 2011

Being There For A Friend

Remember there was one line of entry that I mentioned about how I went to see a close friend, that she cried on my shoulder for the longest time and that I can't tell you what was the reason? And also about another entry that I worried about things too much? Yeah, it was about her. I’ve known her for about two years and she is a nice, helpful and kind person. Because of her kindness sometime people tend to take advantage on her. From time to time we would meet up in her office just to talk and she said she enjoyed my company. But this past month, she was having some personal issue and it took a tremendous toll on her, mentally, emotionally and somewhat physically. We would leave and replies each other’s messages and she would poured her heart out to me and as a friend I would try to soothe her pain and from time to time I would give her lots of motivational talk. She would be saying how it hurt so much or that how sad she was. Sometime she would cry when she think about it and asking why such thing happened to her.

I didn’t and can't tell her that she should stop crying or that she should move on or forget about it or be patience (unless it was a different circumstances). I have no right to say that kind of things to her. It is not my position to do so. I didn’t feel what she felt, beside I don’t experience what she experienced and the only thing that I can do was to listen to her. But I told her to be strong and that she should put herself first and that her happiness is more important than anybody else in this world (but offcourse for the right reason). I’m sympathy with her and I can understand the suffering that she’s going through right now. The only way that I can do was at least ease the burden on her and make her feel better by being there for her. I really hope that she would eventually find some peace and happiness in her life.

I realised that a true friend is someone who listen and not judging you. A true friend is someone who respected your feeling and think twice before hurting you….

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Puasa Ganti Hari-Hari Terakhir



I was supposed to write an entry about other stuff but since I puasa ganti hari nie, so I told myself might as well I ikut tema..wah.. nak buat entry or publish entry pun ikut tema-tema la kan.

I have three more days to go, meaning this friday will be my last day. I serik la, tak mau lambat-lambat ganti puasa lagi. Lepas raya nie nanti I akan ganti cepat-cepat. But actually kalau nak ikutkan two months ago I sepatutnya dah abis ganti tapi disebabkan oleh gastric yang teruk terus I stop half way. I hope this time I will be ok Insyallah..

So gambar nie was my makanan berbuka puasa petang tadi and merangkap sahur untuk pagi esok. I masak simple aje but husband I was so excited, nak makan nie la itu la..macam la dia puasa haha.. Pagi esok dia suruh I kejutkan dia sebab dia nak sahur sama-sama so that tengahari dia tak payah balik lunch.

Anyway, pagi tadi lepas sahur I jalan-jalan kat blog yang I selalu pegi then I decided to masuk kat blog yang famous itu. I pernah masuk blog dia sekali dua dulu lama dah but entah gatal pulak nak jenguk pagi tadi. Sebelum tu I ada baca blog sorang mamat nie, masuk blog dia and teruk kena virus. I thought blog mamat tu aje yang kena and not mine since I pernah masuk dulu tak ada apa-apa. Sekalikan I masuk je terus laptop I terkena jugak and it was quite bad. Wah..I sungguh tension. Berapa kali scan this and that still tak jalan jugak. Each time I nak masuk website lain, it will redirect me to elsewhere.. sakit hati I and menyumpah-nyumpah but I quickly cover my mouth since I puasakan.. temptation betul.

Petang tadi husband I tried a few times, restored etc. akhirnya berjaya jugak.. I rasa sungguh lega. I serik nak masuk blog merah itu lagi...

Sekian kisah I hari nie..

Note : Tengahari tadi, I lepak-lepak tengok Masterchef US Season 2, telan-telan air liur I tengok masakan dorang.. lambchop la, steak la, dessert la, sausage la but minus the pork la kan.. Makan hati I tengok Ramsey, Joe and Graham taste-taste makanan contestant...

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

My Amnesia Girl


Last Friday while flippng through the channel, I decided to check on astro box office’s movies for this month. Selama nie I jarang tengok astro box office movie although melanggan tiap-tiap bulan. I tengok ada satu cerita baru nak start, cerita Philipine bahasa tagalog tapi ada subtitle english la kan, kalau tak sure tak paham. I baca synopsis, macam biasa je… Then memula, ingat nak keluar dinner but I macam tak ada hati nak keluar beside tak tau apa nak makan, so I tengok movie nie sambil lewa on the first few minutes but after that oh dear….I terus hooked on it.

Cerita nie sangat sangat best. I ketawa terbahak-bahak, tersenyum malu and menangis berjuraian air mata. This is one of the best romantic/love story yang pernah I tengok. Cara pertemuan, percintaan berkasih-kasihan, dialog yang sungguh-sungguh kelakar dan cheesy serta syahdu membuat I terbuai bersama arus perasaan yang sarat dengan emosi ini. Tidak memerlukan pelakon yang handsome atau cantik atau berdarah campuran, menambahkan keenakan I menonton. Lakonan bersahaja dan spontaneous sungguh lekat di hati. On top of that, tak perlu nak show off tentang kemewahan ke or belatarbelakangkan keluarga kaya ke, anak datuk ke, anak tengku ke, ahli perniagaan yang berjaya ke, membuatkan cerita ini hidup. Tak macam filem local kita (tak semua) yang penuh fantasi dan memperbodohkan penonton.

Anyway, I ringkaskan je la. Cerita ini mengisahkan percintaan between Apollo dan Irene. Macam-macam kisah cinta yang menarik between the two of them which was full of surprised and unexpected. So Apollo pun proposed kat Irene nie. During their wedding tu masa Irene tengah bejalan masuk ke dalam church, Apollo yang tunggu kat depan beliau (depan altar), tiba-tiba got a cold feet and melarikan diri, leaving Irene alone kat depan paderi and sedara mara/kengkawan semua. Irene menangis dalam hujan..sungguh tragis.

So one day tu, tengah Apollo and kawan-kawan dia jalan dalam supermarket, tiba-tiba dorang ternampak Irene. Apollo pun approached Irene tapi Irene buat-buat tak kenal and cakap dia ada amnesia lepas accident and after that…ahhh…. Antara part yang so sayu was, when Apollo and Irene nie mengunakan a third person dalam luahan perasaan dorang when actually it was about them, masa berteduh dari hujan dalam pondok rehat. Dan part yang paling I suka was part Apollo and Irene nyanyi penuh kasih sayang dalam LRT, then Irene continue and mendendangkannya kepada Apollo dengan penuh perasaan sambil mengalirkan airmata, dengan peluk-peluk manja.. Oh dear, sungguh-sungguh romantic and sungguh sukar untuk I menyeka airmata ini dari terus mengalir. Adegan yang paling menyentuh perasaan I selama I menonton any love story dalam hidup I. Anyway, lakonan pelakon-pelakon lain/tambahan pun superb!

Husband I yang busy body asyik pandang-pandang I aje bila tengok I nangis-nangis part sedih and romantis..kacau je, tak dapat I nak menyelam dengan sepenuh perasaan. Bila cerita habis je husband I cakap, “kalau kita keluar tadi mesti kita miss cerita nie kan”? I kata banyak ulangan nanti, then dia usik I, dia kata habis bantal I basah hehehe..memang pun I nangis cover-cover dengan bantal and tissue sebab tak mau dia tengok. Dan selama beberapa hari cerita nie masih terbayang di mata dan hati I and next day I cari and DL cerita nie, mana la tau, tiba-tiba rasa macam nak hiba boleh layan lagi wakaka… Kalau korang suka tengok love story and at the same time suka humour, this is the story for you. And please sediakan tissue banyak-banyak..sebab sangat-sangat touching, loving and sad. Script manja-manja was so cheesy and maybe one of the corniest movie but I love it!

Note : Gambar kat Taman KLCC dah update...

Monday, July 4, 2011

Ke Taman KLCC



Yesterday, Sunday, we were planning to just stay at home since Saturday dah pegi zoo and snapping around but as usual mesti tak ikut plan. Around 3pm both of us keluar without breakfast and imagine betapa kosongnya perut. Mula-mula nak makan kat Cosy House than we changed our mind since nak ber snapping kat KLCC, jadi might as well pegi je terus ke situ. We decided to have our late lunch which was around 3.30pm at Little Penang. Lepas makan terus keluar ke taman KLCC.

I have never venture out to taman KLCC nie because I only do my shopping or makan-makan indoor aje. So this was my first time ever! Can you believe it after years of going to KLCC! At first I have no expectation of what I’m going to find as I saw the scene at the fountain was not as desirable as I expected, air fountain tak ada, maybe malam kot baru ada. Then I saw lots of foreigners and local alike lepak-lepak kat tepi fountain yang tak ada air fountain tu. The weather was hot as usual and I sweat a lot although it was almost 5pm. I nie asyik-asyik complaint pasal bertapa panasnya dan berpeluhnya I kan? Anyway, we thought about cutting short the outing as I don’t see any nice scenery for me to take some photos. Then we decided to carry on je la, lagipun I nak tengok macam mana rupa waterfall or swimming pool for kids.

I’m glad I did because there were a lot of interesting scene around the pool. I took lots of children pictures and I was glad the parents didn’t mind at all, although they watch me like I’m some kind of a pervert or something or maybe they thought “Wah! photographer ayu nan manis nie tengah snap-snap gambar, mesti keluar kat magazine anak kita nie kan sayang, mesti photographer yang sejelita miss universe nie professional photographer”..wakaka.. muntah la korang baca..hehe.. Anyway, once in a while I would smiled and laughed watching those kids, macam-macam perangai and sangat kelakar. Then I went behind the waterfall to take more pictures. I told myself that I would come again to these particular spot in the future because watching them without a care in the world membuat I rasa sungguh gembira dan tenang. And I couldn’t wait to bring my nieces and cucu sedara to this place.

After that we continued our jalan-jalan towards a more secluded place and voila..ramainya pasangan kekasih duduk berdua-duaan on several spot. Sungguh romantic. The garden was clean and di jaga dengan sungguh rapi and security personal were everywhere. The view…ahhh..so beautiful, awesome. Had I know taman KLCC nie begini indah I would have come sooner. I totally fall in love with this place… With all the different kind of unique trees and kehijauan yang sungguh menyejukkan mata, nothing can beat nature, I tell you that. Pondok-pondok kayu sungguh cantik and they even have ice water from the tap water for joggers or anybody to drinks to cool themselves. I told my husband that we should do our running here. Ahh.. the scenery was breathtakingly beautiful (err..berapa kali I kata beautiful?) and I took lots of pictures. I was so excited and couldn’t stop smiling. Rasa macam tak nak balik je. I guess I’m a nature kinda photographer…

Then we went back to do a little bit of shopping/marketing and have our dinner at Cosy House GA. And then out of the blue I suggested to my husband that I should take some pictures of KLCC Twin Tower during night time as I never done it before. After dinner off we go… but we didn’t go to the garden because it was getting late. I just took the Twin Tower from a few angles outside the area.

We planned to come again to the garden but it would be during night time to take different set of sceneries. I bet it is going to be more fantastic and wonderful eh?

Syukur and thank you very much Allah for giving me these opportunity to spend another day with my beloved husband and I hope this joy and happiness stay in my heart forever. To my wonderful husband, thank you very much for being so patience and supportive of my passion in photography.

Note : Gambar-gambar kat Zoo dah update kat my flickr esok I update yang kat Taman KLCC yea...

Sunday, July 3, 2011

Ke Zoo


Yesterday which was Saturday, we went to the Zoo. Yeah finally after puas di pujuk oleh peminat Animal Planet itu. My husband has been hinting to me about visiting a zoo for as long as I can remember. But I always find an excuse not to go there. After much persuasion and begging from him, I decided to give in to him. We went out quite late around 2.30pm to have our lunch and reached the zoo around 3.30pm. We were told that the daily show was around 11.00am and 3.00pm. Well, we obviously missed it but we can always go anytime we want as it is not far from our house. Anyway, the ticket was RM15 per person. Opening hours is from 9am to 5pm.

Masuk aje, wahh.. tiba-tiba I jadi so excited. The last time I went there was in 1992 if I'm not mistaken. That was a very long time ago. When I saw the animals in the cages suddenly I feel so sad. It broke my heart to see them in such a small confinement/area, not much space to move around and was separated from their cousins around the world. Especially gajah la kan yang selalu go in group. Like I said I was excited to see those animals but at the same time I want to cry watching them in those unsuited environment. I told my husband about my mix feeling, he told me not to worry because the space behind their cage where they will be kept after 5pm is huge and that they will be together on which I totally disagree with his weird and “pandai-pandai” theory.

Well, it was freaking hot and sweaty as usual but the breeze helps a lot to cool us down. I’m glad the trees shade most of the walk ways. Visitors pun tak berapa crowded I think sebab dah petang. While walking near the lion’s cage, I saw one old mat salleh lady putting some sort of a banner about her disagreement with the caging of the animal. I wish to talk with her and hear her opinion but knowing my husband yang not too keen for me to talk to a stranger especially with benda-benda sensitive nie, I changed my mind but I know, he knows what I’m thinking when he look at me with those eyes..dang!

We covered most of the place except for the reptiles section as we dislike those species. Geli la tengok buaya and ular-ular nih. Maybe in the future if we happen to come again we might go to these section. Then we went to the ape section, tiba-tiba I teringat about aunty I yang sewel punya statement, she said one of our relatives, on which I don't know how we are related to him, that used to come to my grandparents's house looks like an ape. I told my husband sambil tersengih-sengih but I felt bad sebab tak baik la. Beside that guy died tragically kat kebun sorang-sorang with a horrible expression on his face, well...that is what aunty sewel said..not me. Anyway, on the way back we decided to make another lencongan to the last place of the area that shows to an aquarium section. Masuk aja..ahhh leganya because ada aircond..rasa macam tak nak keluar. Ok la not bad and nampak baru because some of the section is still under renovation and construction.

Over all we had a great time and it is worth going although there is still a room for improvement for example, maintain and bersih-bersih la kan tempat nie. And also binatang pun nampak macam tak ada hati nak idup lagi. Oh yeah, masa jalan-jalan dalam zoo, ada banyak kedai makan, husband I tanya whether I nak makan or minum-minum or beli makanan and minuman kat situ. I said no, he said why, I told him because I tak nak aura binatang masuk kat dalam makanan or minuman I. Beside most of the place at the zoo is so smelly of the poo and the piss of the animal. Tak lalu maa….

Again, thanks darling for the wonderful outing and offcourse the main reason is for snapping-snapping....

Note : Nanti I update gambar kat zoo kat flickr..oh gambar kat taman bunga dah update..